Ever since the beginning of the year I have been feeling like I don't like it at home. Mom and dad fight all the time and I'm in the middle. Dads been drinking and taking pills and mom gets mad at him for it, obviously. The thing is, she only knows about the liquor, but she doesn't know about the pills. The reason I know is because dad helps me out ( Read more... )

Thank you to all my wonderful friends! I know my last post was rather.....sad. I was drunk and upset and it was going through my head and I needed to get it out. I think the situation itself wasn't so bad, but it was just a culmination of things that built up and caused me to have a much greater reaction! I'm glad I did it, to prove to myself that ( Read more... )

I wonder what that guy must be saying to his gf tonight. I imagine it may go something like, "Today, some little handicapped girl asked me if I wanted to have coffee sometime. I tried to be as nice as possible and said I was flattered. I was kinda creeped out, she must have been 16, I think she was 'special'. I wonder where her parents were."

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So, I've gotta get this down before I forget. This week has been pretty good compared to the past few weeks where I've been depressed a bit. This weekend, dad worked on my car, for which I got a lecture about how I don't take care of it and I don't take any responsibility. I decided to call chris to cheer me up after that, and the convo was rather ( Read more... )

Thanks goes to Lexy, Terry and especially Alexis! I found out that my laptop does not meet the requirements to run the Sims 3, so what I'm going to do is go to BestBuy and hopefully upgrade my laptop. I'll do that tomorrow though, I was going to do it today, but I want to make sure I'll have my computer for the iPhone upgrade thats happening ( Read more... )

Just a quick update to say that I'm having fun being free! I've been playing Sims 2 for the past week and I'm really proud of what I've accomplished!! Only 34 days until my VACTERL Conference in Philly, PA! I can't wait! I went and hung out with Chris last week! It was like no time had passed! Haven't seen him since, oh well, that's how it is and i ( Read more... )

Maddy wore me out today and yesterday. I was getting scared about my heart and lungs cause I was getting out of breath so easily. It's rather normal, but it's been happening more often and lasts longer. I could feel my heartbeat in my head! And I had a headache, which is from a lack of oxygen. I took a double dose of lasix and had to pee every 10 ( Read more... )

Haven't posted in awhile, life's been rather dull. The one interesting new thing in my life is my new favorite show! This may be odd, but this show is awesome! Queer as Folk! Heard about how good it was from a friend on here, and since she has never steered me wrong on shows and reading material, I checked it out and now I'm in love! Ok, it may be ( Read more... )